So today is the 24th of November. I have really less than two months left in Madrid. I'd like to take the time now to reflect on my time so far and give some of my thoughts I have been having recently of the future. Today I finished my midterm exams for my classes at Universidad Complutense de Madrid. I got a B on one of them and await the results on the other. I also have a lot of reading to do for my Spanish Literature since 1975 class. I hope that not only will this semester abroad be a GPA booster back at BC, but I really hope that I leave Spain with a fairly high level of Spanish ready to make more moves towards fluency. I do feel that my Spanish has improved greatly since I arrived. Actually, since I started studying the language two and a half years ago, my freshman year at Boston College, I fell in love with everything about it: the language, culture, music, people. I swear to God at times I felt like I have some long lost Spanish blood in me. I really improved quite quickly. I knew I wanted to go abroad in a Spanish speaking country because the best way to learn something is to be completely immersed in it and to be completely immersed in something I love would be a great opportunity. So far, here I am, living in Madrid for 5 months, living a dream I never thought in a million years would happen 4 years ago. I have visited different parts of Spain, Portugal, Italy, Morocco (Africa), and am going to Paris this Thursday. It feels like I have done so much, yet there is so much left to be done. The world is a big place and I would like to get to know it well.
And I sit here also missing my life back in the United States. I love it here in Spain, don't get me wrong, but I really do miss my family, friends, and the culture I have left behind. I guess you realize how much you really love something when you are away from it. I am looking forward to coming back to BC and living off campus and all the new classes I am taking. Right now my schedule consists of: Perception, Personality Theories, Social and Emotional Development, The Fundamentals of Music Theory, and Contextos (Spanish literature class). I am jumping deeper into my psychology major which is very exciting, and I also get to take a music theory class to help me learn the construction of song writing rather than accidental improvisation which is what I currently do. Living off campus will be a great journey into my autonomy as I move into adulthood (I can't believe I'm saying this). I am also excited to start recording and working intensely on my record I plan on putting out. Like I said before, I have already done so much, but have barely done anything at the same time.
Thanksgiving is this Thursday, and I will be in Paris, France. It will be difficult missing such a great holiday, but I would like to take the time right now to extend a big THANK YOU to all of you reading this. You are the ones who give me motivation to wake up and do things everyday. I especially want to thank my family. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be the person I am today and I wouldn't be spending my Thanksgiving in Paris of all places. This great opportunity I am experiencing right now is due to you, so thank you for being my family. I don't know what I'd do without you. You are the reason for my being and I really hope I am making you proud. I'd also like to thank my other friends and loved ones. You guys mean a lot to me as well and I can't wait to get back to my life with you that I put on hold for 5 months.
I hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving and I hope you all think about the things you are thankful for. I know all too well what I am thankful for, and I just want to say you can never say "thank you" or "I love you" enough. Life is too short for bull shit. You got to just take it as it comes and run with it while remembering those who helped get you there in the first place. Keep on keepin' on everyone.
"I'm in the war of my life / I'm at the core of my life / Got no choice but to fight 'till its done / So fight on, fight on everyone, so fight on."